Dear Diary
Dear KuKuJian,
This is not fair, i didn’t intend to leave u in the coldness, in the silence for the passed few weeks.. things happen and time passed and i just didn’t have the full pure urge to share it with u, maybe i shall do it tonight.. i owed it so much to u..

Sadly, gave a very unwilling yet about time farewell to Berlin for the moment. It’s terrible to be apart with nice ppl that had stayed together for the passed 4 months ~ she felt almost like a 2nd mom, though could never be compared.

The feeling of leaving a bunch of really nice friends totally sucked. The lingering feeling of not knowing when or where to next see each other again, sucked even more that it should suck off my left nipple hair.

Things could feel so cibai sometimes that even a bar is named after this feeling..

Then flew over to India for a week, for the conference and to conclude this 6 month stint in Berlin. Came across a pretty awesome place of Urban Pimp Pind in New Delhi, which were playing pure Berlin electronic music, making me missing Berlin even more.

And then felt a little more like home by walking by the streets, where everyone stares at you like they want to lick your cheeks.

They could spread themselves nice and flashy to attract ur attention..

And still being very holy.. with the temperature overriding personal lifetime experience, bursting a scorching 44 degrees Celsius.

To hot, too dry, too much conscious wasted on the thinking of drinking safe water. Task accomplished and got my ass back to Uppsala.
Things felt so different, but they actually are pretty same.

And essentially, the feeling is always beautiful..
With love,
Jian


June 16th, 2009 at 3:01 pm
How soul-stirring! I enjoyed reading your blog full of precise expressions and beautiful pictures. Many thanks, Jian!
June 17th, 2009 at 7:43 am
Lena, good hearing from u~ glad the post could give some enlightenment! it’s a pleasure :)
June 17th, 2009 at 4:58 pm
So sweet of you!
June 17th, 2009 at 6:43 pm
:-) glad you still live
June 25th, 2009 at 1:56 am
yo..
it’s a nice read~ :) But.. its written Chiba not Cibai lor o.o~
June 26th, 2009 at 11:41 pm
he purposely one lah… lol
June 29th, 2009 at 2:26 am
greetings from duesseldorf :P
July 3rd, 2009 at 6:19 pm
Yes, had been missing out your postings … glad to know that you will not be MIA again!
July 4th, 2009 at 4:24 am
The pictures are marvelous and on the black background, they really stand out.
Leaving anyone that you care about behind at any time really sucks.
July 5th, 2009 at 10:15 am
Woow awesome image as well as nice trip for you buddy.
July 16th, 2009 at 2:55 pm
Fantastic images, I really digg the one in the staduim. It really captures the size of these things.
July 16th, 2009 at 6:03 pm
Nice pictures! I especially like the first one with the blurred headlights. How did you create that effect? =)
July 22nd, 2009 at 8:07 am
What is the 8th photo from the top of? Beautiful architecture.
August 3rd, 2009 at 9:02 am
i enjoyed reading your Blog ..that was lovely ……
the pictures is awesum… i liked The first picture… u have given some effect on It…
Right :)
January 29th, 2010 at 2:24 am
first birthday picture frame…
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